HELL AROUND THE CORNER

Today is my first day back to Bandung, after more than a week traveling to Berlin. I'll feel home anytime soon. I was having a good comeback, but not so much then after i saw this serious damaged dramatic parents fight in front of my office. The father constantly yelling to her wife, not to mention she carried both of their children, so young, very young, too young to have that horrible incident. I can see his anger and ugly face of him kept screaming and called her wife horrible names. Pointed finger to his son and threatened him with such inappropriate words. Oh gosh, my knees are shaking just by watching it.
The children tried to hide behind their mom, pale face, scared, folded fingers but no tears, it's like they were afraid that the dad was actually going to hit them. and he did, the asshole did it. He kept on chasing, walking towards to them, keep yelling, stay mad mad and mad ! that crazy bastard was overrated, no matter what mistakes that the wife or the kids made, i don't think his action is tolerated, not ever ! this happened for almost an hour, can you imagine he actually capable of doing that in public, imagine what he can do at home (berdoa semoga ibu dan anak2nya dilindungi Allah). I wish i can do something to stop, my heart teared apart, i had tears in my eyes, incapable of doing something, i was too scared, too mad to watch it happened.

For you ugly bastard, don't you realize yelling shows disrespect, it shows anger problems. And it is very scary for your children to see they see their father lose control. It makes their world feel less safe. Don't you see the look on their face, you, yes you ugly bastard just opened one way ticket of miserable life to your family, cause them severe damage that they will carry for the rest of their life.

For you ugly bastard, i hope you can see soon how evil you are as a human being, as a father, as a husband.

For you ugly bastard, i hope you know that people look at you as the worst asshole, pathetic, ugly, uneducated, selfish person. I'm sorry, you actually lower than these words !

For you ugly bastard, i hope you wake up one day, alone, with none you love there beside you, 'cause yes, you are unworthy to be loved.

For you ugly bastard, you seriously need help !

For you ugly bastard, i hope you apologize soon, and trust me sorry won't be enough for you, you have the whole life to make up to.

And for you ugly bastard, if you keep on doing that, i hope you have a heart attack, somewhere out of nowhere, no one find you, no one care about you, no one remember you.

And for you ugly bastard, if there's any how you feel proud with your stupid act, you deserve this




PS : He is actually a cop. can you believe that ?

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